Do I hit Publish?
I wonder…
No, I wouldn’t want you to read it
Or you.
And you.
I close the tab.
A argument ensues
In all corners of my head.
More people will read
And comment, maybe like
If I publish.
But I hesitate
I dread that day
When I meet you
or you
And when we exchange pleasantries
You will bring this up then,
I know you will
And remind me that
you read, what I wrote.
That day
I will be embarrassed
that you read.
That I let someone in
Anyone
Into this little world of mine
where I build castles
and weave stories
with words.
I dread that day
The battle in my mind continues
There is no conclusion
I hit Publish.
I dread that day.
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I have been listening to a lot of music lately on spotify and I have discovered that I love Passenger.
Scare Away The Dark – Passenger